Forward For Future

I'm losing my interest in writing this blog. Maybe too much things in my mind. It's like a cancer that cannot be cured. It contaminating every single thing in my body. It's like a DVD player that slowing down. Whether the battery is running out or even it's a problem with the DVD player itself. Sometimes I imagine my life just like a movie DVD to be played. We can push the "Stop" button and hit "Rewind", watching the past and everything on the track. But you can't rewrite it for the sake of changing the story. One thing I get with this thing is just let the DVD written, let it be done. Get another blank DVD to complete the past DVDs with a more great story in it. You can put another positive things to carry on your life. The past is history but the more important is the future. Forward For Future! Cheers!.

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I Know Nothing

Sometimes when 'that' feeling haunting me, I'm always ask myself, "Can you do it?" And some said "Of course", and some "Don't care, just go with the flow, live your fucking life and get some smoke". I'm always try to be 'this' or to be 'that' and I do nothing. Sometimes I do 'this' to be 'that' and ended up I'm pretend that the clock is stop ticking. Simply I'm wasting my fucking time. I'm comfortable writing this 'messed up-uneducated article' rather than doing something great to be 'this' and 'that' in my mind in the first place. I know, maybe for some people this article, I mean this pouring heart note, maybe good. But one thing I want to say to the world that I Know Nothing.I heard this phrase or quote before from someone famous, I forgot. The essence of I Know Nothing that I want to write down here is what I feel this morning, I know something, even if I don't know something. I'm always have a choice!

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No Need To Hate

I'm afraid of doing anything
When my head refuse to think
I need the strength to carry on
The heaviest burden when you're gone

Too late!
Things change a lot these days
The fate!
Stab me in the front
And wait!
I'll replace these feelings
My hate!
No need to hate

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Motorbreath, It's How I Live My Life

I want to put some words here, again. Past couple days is the busiest days in my life. I don't know, but, yeah it was. I'm a bit lazy to write a new post since my adsense account has been waiting me for entering the new pin that sent to me. There's no mail for me at home, and I'm far away from home so I can't check it directly. I want to ask friends to give me a hand but maybe it's a waste of time especially my friend. So let it be. Maybe waiting for me to come back home and make it right. 

The main point for this article is to make my blog still breathing due to my account postponed, to keep it up to date hahaha. Not really but just want to share my feels today. I'm listening back to the 80's thrash metal for the past two months, The Big Four of Thrash and every other Bay Area Thrashers. I listen to their records that made them top of other genre back in the day. Put my self there and imagine how they feels to play that time. I really loved the song from Metallica, "Motorbreath". Musically it's a great thrash song. The lyrics is deep and inspired me a lot. I don't to end up like the others so I'll take hold of chance. Truly and inspired! This is the last line of the song and the chorus :
 

Those people who tell you not to take chances
They are all missing on what life's about
You only live once, so take hold of the chance
Don't end up like others, same song and dance

Motorbreath
It's how I live my life
I can't take it any other way
Motorbreath
The sign of living fast
It is going to take your breath away

This song is the spirit for me to carry on. I want to live my life like no others. I want to live my life in my way. Motorbreath, It's how I live my life. That line are mean for me.

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Happy Chinese New Year 2011 - The Year Of The Rabbit

2011, the year of the metal Rabbit which begins on February 3, 2011 and ends on January 22, 2012 is the third earth branch year and is the seventh heavenly stems year. 2011 Hsin Mao year is the twenty-eight cycle in the sixty-year cycle of the Chinese astrology's heavenly stems and earth branches cycle. The Hsin Mao 2011 year symbolizes sensitivity, prudence and wealth earned with hard work. 2011 year is a dutiful, family oriented and dependable year. 2011 year of the metal Rabbit, may show his love in terms of how hard he can work for the loved ones. Now in 2011 year of the Rabbit you may not express your feelings in words but make up it by deeds. Maybe I'm busy on that day so I post this article today. Happy Chinese New Year 2011 - The Year Of The Rabbit. :)

Nanzu Rezuta Official Wallpaper

Happy Chinese New Year, Gong Xi Fat Cai like i've posted last year, The Tiger Year. Last but not least:

www.nanzurezuta.com

Wishing you  

新年快乐 ... !! 

Gong Xi Gong Xi

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2011, Welcome!

Thanks for everything you gave to me, 2010. There are so many things happen, wether good or bad. When we realize that three hundred sixty five days past, we look back and think : "Are those days fun or what?". For me it's a great time, period. Past is past and we must look forward for this life. The best quote for 2011 from 2010 from me are : "Sometime the worst failure are the best success". 2011, Welcome! I will face the whole things in 2011 with God.

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