The Things I Have To Take

Cannot sleep tonight (again). Wish for this, bitch at that. My future seems like one big past. The only thing left for me is You, Jesus. Please let me know if the things I did and I will, is real. Jesus, it never ends. If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it. Just give a courage and wisdom, I'm stronger than this, but it felt like it's too much. Tell me the reality is better than the dreams. Too much duality words included. Don't care. I love you, GOD. Tuhan, terima kasih.